Ashitaka,
I understand and RESPECT your concern. I am an X-JW but now am a member of sgi-usa a Buddhist organization that places great importance on heart to heart dialogue in an effort to create world peace. Whether or not you believe me is not anything that I can do something about. You have to search your own heart whether my words are true or not. The important thing is for me is that I KNOW they are. Please feel free to browse the site www.sgi-usa.org. Perhaps this will give you a good understanding about who I am and what I am about.
freedomhouse3