Posts by FreeFallin

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my dream about hawkaw

by Cygnus in

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i have very lucid dreams.

i can remember them very clearly.. last night i dreamed that i was attending a jw district convention as an incognito apostate informant, and i was on the cell phone talking to someone who was describing to me what hawkaw looked like so i could have a meeting with him.. anyone else have weird dreams like that?.

(and, hawkaw, i don't know why my brain picked you... lol)

FreeFallin

When I first stopped attending meetings about 6 years ago, I was still a believer. One vivid dream that I still remember was attending a rodeo. It was the saddle bronc event. I can remember the horse, brown and white. The rider fell and got his foot caught in the stirrup. The horse was stomping on him. I stood up and yelled out, "Jehovah, please save him." Those sitting around me just stared, but the rider was alright. I remember waking up and feeling relieved and saying to myself..well, at least I still believe.

I don't have dreams like that anymore.

Free

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Grieving

by Swan in

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it's been about two weeks since i came here.

i've been having a lot of depression and nightmares concerning my family and the jws.

ghastly visions of bloody mayhem and mutilation, not only of me, but also my husband and my little dog.

FreeFallin

Ugly Duckling/Beautiful Swan

Just wanted to welcome you and add my agreement to what everyone here has so eloquently said.

The shock and grief does turn to anger, and then the healing begins.

Love, Free

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Time For A Break

by DakotaRed in

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there comes a time when everyone needs a break.

that time has come for me.

i enjoy corresponding with one and all, but due to having so many other things to do; i feel the need to get busy doing them.

FreeFallin

Dakota,

I've always enjoyed reading your comments. Have a great time in the real world!

Free

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Sisters Rock

by joannadandy in

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i was looking for some bad 80's pics to post of me in another thread, and i came across a ton of me and my sister.

there is a big age gap between us, she is 12 years older than me.

so when i was in kindergarten she was a senior in high school.

FreeFallin

Joannadandy,

You and your sister are certainly very pretty girls. Enjoy your friendship, it sounds wonderful.

MD,

I'm so sorry to hear about your sister's illness, may she have peace.

Free

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Let The Dead Bury The Dead

by Larry in

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yesterday was the first time me or anybody else visited my father's grave site - he died in 1977. he was a non-jw and never liked the them, but he liked the fact that my mother was.

ironically, i think he died the same day as nathan knorr.

anyway, this experience has helped me to see the real meaning of 'showing respect.

FreeFallin

Larry

I think that we visit the dead for OURSELVES to bring a sort of closure and to help us heal. We may even talk to the dead loved one, but we know deep down that they can't hear us. But still we do what makes US feel better, placing flowers, candles, etc. at their grave.

Saying that visiting the dead is a waste of time is just one more way in which the Watchtower interferes with natural grief and human emotion. Get out in service, it will take your mind off your troubles.....yeah, right.

Free

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JEHOVAH'S WITNESSES WANT IT BOTH WAYS

by Perry in

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when individuals leave the organization for conscience reasons, it is evidence that god is shepherding and protecting the flock by doing a sifting work.

when people leave another christian religion it is evidence that the religion is morally corrupt and unable or unwilling to provide spiritually for their members.

when a christian from another denomination lies, he is acting according to his own disposition being from the father of the lie.