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FreeFallin
it's 2 am, and my whole country is asleep and i badly need to talk, and someone to hold me.
i have been out of this fucking cult for nearly two years, and i have not been bothered by demonz since then ... until now.
right.. i woke up, not able to breathe and see a thing, and i grabbed the phone to call my boyfriend, but i must have misdialed ( thank god, cuz he'd think i was nuts otherwise) and then i tried to scream, but i couldn't.
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FreeFallin
my neighbor didn't come on time, and her line was busy, so i went over to see if there was a problem.
she was cheerfully eating lunch, and by the time she finally made it over to my place it was 1 1/2 hours late.
she brought a printout from her elder (an old friend of her husband's .
What a wonderful account! Thank you for relating it to us. I especially liked the part about there being absolutely no biblical scripture to support "wait on Jehovah" when is child is molested. That point needs to be driven home to every Jehovah's Witness. Please keep us informed of your progress.
FreeFallin
some of you may remember that my husband suffered heart failure in may and the words "heart transplant" were mentioned often.
he has been in heart rehab (diet and exercise and close monitoring) and meds since then.
last week, he was told that the heart transplant was off the table.
CONGRATULATIONS TO YOU BOTH. Glad to hear the good news.
FreeFallin
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click on the link below, and when the first page comes up, click on (site map).. when the next page appears, scroll down to (workplace help) and look in the 2nd green area, and click on (designated restricted agencies).. when the 3rd page appears, look just above the ladies heads, and click again on (designated restricted agencies).. when the 4th page appears, scroll down the organizations names that start with the letter (w).. go here first: http://www.unitedwaysb.org/ .
watchtower--#0531. voyager.
Wonder how long it will be till they "disassociate" them selves from the United Way, now that their hypocricy has been revealed by the evil apostates!
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i am a jehovah?s witness that has had a lot of doubts the past 5 or 6 months.
i don?t know where to turn or what to do.
i have given my all to jehovah and am scared that if this is not the truth then where will i go.
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I can appreciate what you're going through, many of us have been there ourselves. It will get better, though. The best way to deal with this fear is to educate yourself about the Watchtower. You will discover that they are the disloyal ones.
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i freeze some of my sperm (not at home...at one of those "banks" silly) and then get a vasectomy.
you've got to admit, it's an awesome idea.. bradley
Umm, what ever happened to safe sex? You should be slappin' the latex on each and every time. That should prevent anything from happening, especially if the girl uses back-up. And protects you from AIDS.
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when we were jw's we were constantly reminded to put on a "new personality".
now, before i was a jw i was friendly and easy to get along with.
it only took a few years of exposure to the cult before i noticed personality changes.
My " new personality" was an uptight, nervous, judgemental fool. Always pretending to be something I wasn't. Always a charade because the new personality never "took," and feeling guilty as hell because it didn't.
Now I'm still uptight and nervous, and occasionally still a fool, but at least I'm FREE to be myself.
and it feels so good!!!
FreeFallin
spiders!!!
i can handle any other bug, snakes, mice, etc....but get me near a spider, and i nearly have a breakdown.. this morning, i went to grab some clothes from the bathroom to wash, felt something crawling on my arm, looked down, giant, hairy, brown spider.
i still have the heebie-jeebies, and i probably woke up the neighbors.. *shudder*.
Spiders, dead animals of any kind, mice (they used to run across my bed in our farm house when I ws a kid) DOCTORS, and flying.
Not necesarily in that order.
Free (who's getting on a plane next week!)
wednesday is the big day.i am going in for rotator cuff surgery and i am very nervous.i have lived in pain now for 6months not wanting to do this but the time has come.i am also going to have bone spurs dug out that have grown into the cuff.
the scarriest part is the pain ,i am in so much now and i know it will be worse.wish me luck and lots of pain killers.
kls
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Good luck to you.
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i was excited to see on a thread that littletoe will also be in fl as well ..ok so sign in..who's going to be there?i'll start the count...i'm planning on going with myself aka karla my sister, also possibly her hubby & her daughter.. .
Okay, I can see the headlines now, "Drunken elf drowns in Gulf of Mexico. Apostate faction to blame."
Can't wait to put faces to names!!
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