I've been through divorce. It is so stressful! Nothing compares to it. Take care of yourself.
As for the books, I had quite a few around here til recently. My son now loves a woman with three daughters.
The 9 yr old was going through my books and started looking at one of the WT books. I told her to put it down
because it was bad. She looked at me really funny, like "If it is bad, why do you have it???"
I read Paradise Lost as a 9 year old and it greatly impacted my life in ways I'm still figuring out.
Seeing her holding that book brought flashbacks. I burned them all a few days later.
It felt GREAT to be rid of them. Do what you must to feel better.
sacrebleu