I am far from a zealot or a fanatic or even a true believer but when i was I was in rehab (yes I'm a recovering ______ fill in the blank lol ) I was given two visions of a profound nature that caused me to really and I mean really change in a profound and fundamental way . One was like a gallery of statues that were all me in prior existences on earth and I was being told that if I failed as a human being again all the suffering of the prior MEs would have all been in vain some of them were horrible burned or insane or diseased while others appeared to have been successfull
The other was me standing near a creature made of light who was asking me if I was sure i wanted to go there again and that I didn't have to go , but I said to it " No I must go they need me" I dont know who "they " is but those visions (for lack of a better word ) have driven me on a search for answers that hasn't relented since> Maybe all the dope leaving my body caused some kind of halucination , but It was a unique feeling and caused such a deep and profound change in me that wasn't just from hearing or seeing something . I felt a realness and energy that left me with a certainty that is impossible for me to refute .
I never believed in reincarnation and the jury is still out on everything else ,What I FELT was real but does that make it a real thing?