garybuss,
they could not undo the message I was getting at home and in my associating with the Witness people.
Although I was not raised a Witness, I had to cast back many years to remember a time when I did not believe the world would end.
First time I ran across an end-of-the-world prediction was at age 11 or 12, I think. I was reading a Tintin book, the one about the asteroid, when an eccentric astronomer predicts "the end of the world!" will result when the asteroid crashes.
And I remember thinking: "That's silly."
Seven or eight years later I was a jaydub and expecting the world to end any day.
I'm in my forties now. I've been a worldling again for another eight years and I'm still half-convinced the human race will destroy itself, soon, from sheer cussedness.
How the hell do I get rid of this thing?
GentlyFeral