((((((((Shell))))))))
Ive been out of the Borg a year now & I still have some doubts. Its normal.
Two books I have read recently have helped me get rid of those dark thoughts that plague me just before I sleep. You know the ones---"What if their right? What if Jah is angry with me? He will take it out on my children....He has done that in the past with great servants such as King David ....Oh no!!!! ECT.
Gods problem (How the bible fails to answer our most important question- Why we suffer) By Bart D. Ehrman.
This book I feel, is great for any exJW. He proves straight away at the begining of the book that he has a great understanding of the scriptures which for me helped me to feel confident that it wasn't a load of old rubbish. Not even my exBorg training could argue with his reasonings. I really recommend this book Shell please think about purchasing this book.
Feel the fear & do it anyway! By Susan jeffers.
Fantastic book explaining what fear is & why we hold on to it. It helps us be logical about our darkest fears & how to get rid of them & live with those we can't.
I do hope that these would help you in some way!! XX