Hi KP! Welcome
My point: many of you were in it for decades and the seperation was/is very painful for you. Me, I didn't much care. I don't feel any lingering pain over it. My problem is I can still accept the doctrines (no blood, no holidays, etc) because I can't argue with the logic of some of them (ex.: the Trinity. *Was* the universe w/o God for nine months while Mary carried the Christ child? How much sense does that make?).
The 'lingering pain comes when you have family and many friends who are still JW'S and can have nothing more to do with you.
It also comes from following doctrines that were once taught by the society.....and you followed that doctrine......and then the doctrine changed. Many deaths,incarcerations, family split-ups, have resulted from wrong doctrine from the society, that was later changed. This causes unbearable "pain" for thousands.
My problem is I can still accept the doctrine
You do not need to feel that you have a problem in this area. Many on this board believe the JW's have some of the doctrines you mentioned correct. The trinity, immortality of the soul, hellfire, etc., are seen to be wrong doctrine by many here.....you are not alone in this.
If you stick around awhile and make more posts....you will see you DO fit in.
We are glad you are here and willing to share. Thanks