Yadirf,
Im sure you are a very nice person and all, but as long as you continue to preach what the WTS preaches, you are lying because well, they are lying. They have been lying for years. I guess that makes you a liar, even though you may be doing it unintentionally.
I am definatly not saying I am any better than you because I also lied for them and now feel like crapp for doing so.
Take Care & have a Merry Christmas & Happy New Year Yadirf.