Staceman,
Welcome.
There is nothing wrong with having love for God and loving people in the organization. I also feel the same way. Much of my family is J.W. Comming here has been a great help for me.
Take Care & Be Strong. You are not alone.
Salud,
Nice to have you here.
It is especially hard to deal with leaving when your entire life is comsumed by the Org. It is so nice to see your positive outlook.