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  I NEED you all's opinion!!! Please read................................

  by Jesika in

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  i just got off the phone with cruzanheart.

  she told me about someone i knew that passed away.

  i don't remember her very well, but i remember she was very nice and very humble.

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  Jesika

  I have been going over in my mind what to say, and I have been re-living her memories, I am sure I will know what to say when I get there.

  As far as the recent passing of Willa White, I called my mother (who isn't df'd or da'd) and she wants to go with me. So, they can hault me at the door if they want to, but I think having my mom by my side will put them in a bit of a bind (sp?).

  I went out with my bf and saw the "Chicago" movie (great movie), and didn't tell him untill we went to the pool hall---about the deaths I just found out about.

  He was very understanding, and my shooting sucked since I couldn't consentrate on what I was doing.

  So, I am at home now and I am still crying about not being told about this, If it hadn't been for Cruzanheart I would have missed another funeral.

  I plan on going this Saturday I don't care if they let me in the door or not, and I will visit the grave of Oretha. *hanging head* I miss her SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  Jes
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  I NEED you all's opinion!!! Please read................................

  by Jesika in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i just got off the phone with cruzanheart.

  she told me about someone i knew that passed away.

  i don't remember her very well, but i remember she was very nice and very humble.

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  Jesika

  Jade,

  I understand what you are saying, but I would rather take the chance then never knowing.
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  I NEED you all's opinion!!! Please read................................

  by Jesika in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i just got off the phone with cruzanheart.

  she told me about someone i knew that passed away.

  i don't remember her very well, but i remember she was very nice and very humble.

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  Jesika

  I guess I just don't know what to say.

  "I wish you were still here", " I wish we could have been friends till the end", etc

  What do I say?

  I am new at this, and I am ANGRY I wasn't told by my family!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  I HATE THEM ALL RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY DIDN'T TELL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  I can believe it, but WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am soooooooooooooooooo MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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  Ugg, How Are You?

  by onacruse in

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  you are always so upbeat and positive.

  i miss you.

  how're things going?.

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  Jesika

  I am glad you posted this, I was wondering the same thing.

  WHERE ARE YA GIRLY?????????

  We miss you sooooooooooo much!!!!!!!!!!!

  (((((((((((((((((((((((((((UGG)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
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  I NEED you all's opinion!!! Please read................................

  by Jesika in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i just got off the phone with cruzanheart.

  she told me about someone i knew that passed away.

  i don't remember her very well, but i remember she was very nice and very humble.

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  Jesika

  I just got off the phone with Cruzanheart.

  She told me about someone I knew that passed away. I don't remember her very well, but I remember she was very nice and very humble. This isn't the issue though.

  The issue is in this conversation, my desire to attend the funeral is because I have missed so many others (funerals) I cared about who were older have passed and I never knew they were gone.

  During this conversation, I found out a person who was sooooooo nice and caring to all the kids in the cong has passed a long time ago, and I just found out. You know the type........the older---grandma type in the cong who would give out candy to all the kids, and just loved the attention of us all crowding around her to get the lastest treat. We all loved her anyways. Even when she didn't have the candy that day, me and my sister would always say hello to her.

  She was so nice and sweet, I have thought about her over the yrs and wondered how she was doing, or if she was still living.

  Well, I found out today, she has been gone for quite a few yrs.

  I am crying and I can see her face in my mind. I loved her so much, and I have always missed her. I have driven by her house before to say my silent hello, since I couldn't knock on the door and say hi since I am df'd.

  But to now know she is gone, I am crying and hurt alot. I want to go visit her grave site. Is this stupid??? Even though I know she wouldn't talk to me cause I am df'd, is it crazy or dumb to go and say my "good-bye"?

  I would like you all's opinion.

  Thanx,

  Jes
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  Well, Time to Retire

  by Stephanus in

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  i know i threatened this last year, but this km scan thing came up, and i always said i'd stick around while that was current.

  now that that phase is over (http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/6/49057/1.ashx), i can drift off as i intended over 6 months ago.

  i won't say it hasn't been fun, and i've appreciated the comments on this site greatly.

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  Jesika

  I wish you well hon.
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  About posting your picture be careful!

  by spectromize in

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  simon i'm sorry i don't mean to rain on your parade but you have to remember the society and your local elders watch for stuff like that.

  this is a very liberal board as far as discussions go and forever thankful for that, but you have to be careful because you could face a jd meeting.

  i'm sure everyone is well aware that some posts on this board just wouldn't go over to well with the society.

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  Jesika

  OMG MY EYES!!!!!!!!!!! (valis's pic)

  J/K Valis, but damn man!! put some clothes on!!!
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  My Story

  by Jennie in

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  (note from mom -- cruzanheart -- our jennie, who is 9 years old, wanted very badly to join the forum, so we agreed that she could as long as she posts and reads while sitting on one of our laps, for censorship purposes!

  she wrote the following essay over the weekend after we had a talk with her about the circumstances surrounding her grandfather's death.

  she's letting me type it, but the spelling and punctuation is hers.).

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  Jesika

  My dear, I love you so much!!! I am glad your parents agreed to allow you to be a part of what is going on here.

  What you have gone through with your grandfather I can't relate to as far as my own family, but I am glad you can talk to your parents about what is going on, and they have let you express yourself to all of us.

  It feels good to have people to talk to, and I am happy your parents have given you the chance to be able to do so.

  Honey, you are so smart, and you and your family didn't deserve to be put through this, but when you get older some things will make more sense to you.

  Noone can completely explain why people do what they do, but I hope you can find a way to work through what you feel, and what your family is feeling too.

  I believe suicide is a selfish thing to do, but you can't control what others decide to do.

  I know your grandfather loved you and your family VERY MUCH, but he delt with what he was feeling the best way he knew how. I am not saying it was the best/right decision, but I know he didn't do it to hurt you on purpose.

  If you would like to talk to me or want me to take you some where to talk, just ask your parents and I would be happy to take you out somewhere to talk or just to have some fun.

  Just know you have ALOT of people who care about you!!!

  I love you hon,

  Jesika
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  DreamCatcher

  by SheilaM in

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  thunder and i saw dreamcatcher based on the book of the same name by stephen king.

  i screamed at least three times, it stayed true to the novel and the actors were amazing.

  i loved how they made jonsey's office in his mind, it was just as i had imagined it.

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  Jesika

  I haven't read the book, but my boyfriend and some co-workers of his saw it on Friday. They all said they didn't like the movie.

  I was glad I didn't go, but if you liked it, maybe it was ok. I want to see Chicago before anything else.
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  Hello!!

  by Prufrock in

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  great start to my posting career posting my intro in the announcements.

  anyway i wanted to say hello to everyone and thanks for a year of emotional support, though you knew not what you were doing.

  hopefully i can contribute from now on.

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  Jesika

  Welcome Prufrock!!!!!!!!!!!!