I would say ruined completely by that f*cking cult.
I was encouraged to leave school and become pioneer since the end it was so close then(1984)....
I quit music since it was not appropriate for a Christian to seek glory in this world(and I was a pretty good singer and guitarist)
Me and some other "brothers"we started our own job(something to do with media entertainment)the "elders"came and said QUIT what you are doing. If those a**holes didn't mess in our life I wouldn't facing severe finnancial problems.
I spend my best years of my life as pioneer, preaching a false gospel(generation that will not pass) and actually didn't planned for my future
I was disfellowshiped few years ago due to "apostasy", my family is broken, no one wishes to see me, and I'm on my way for divorce, plus I have to find a way to save my children from WT's poisson.....
So do you think my life is ruined or not???