my truth is, there is a hope, i believe that but i dont know what it is. i have a faith in something i have absolutely no understanding in.
i dont even understand what happened last week, tho i can read about it all over the internet and in newspapers, so having any real understanding from ancient texts is beyond me.
so now i just settle in the fact that i know nothing, and im willing to admit that.
and that is a very lonely place, but i feel it is an epiphany in itself to be able to admit such a thing and to come to such a conclusion.
but of course if i were a follower i would have the privilege of others telling me what i know from what they suppose.
but it seems to me that you and i know more than they do in knowing that we know nothing.
and yeh its lonely.
cos everyone else seems to either know something, or they know everything.
it seems to me that knowing nothing is an incredibly difficult thing for believers and non believers to grasp.
believers believe that they know about their god and their future, while non believers believe they know about their history.
but as far as i can see none of us truly know anything about fk all except our own immediate surroundings,
and truth be told, we often know very little about that either.
but to know and admit that is another matter. and i feel a step in the right direction
but i dont know what that direction is.
its a lonely one tho.