Karen, I can appreciate how you feel. Lately, I have not picked up the WT and Awake much at all. When I do read it, the stuff actually bothers me. My family hardly reads the stuff either.
Sometimes, I get the urge to get back to reading some, but it's difficult, because they always raised more questions in my mind than answers.
Also, my family seems more at peace when we are not discussing jw issues.