regarding the "memorial time visits".. here it is, sunday morning.
i haven't taken a shower, my hair's up in a pony-tail and i'm cleaning the house.
my dogs start going wild and i look out the window to see a four-door car pull up in my driveway.
I don't get this...what part of "LEAVE ME ALONE" don't they get?
Don't they think if we wanted to go back we know the way?
It seems like as soon as they find out you are an ex-jw they have to work extra hard to try and save you...where as if you were a regular worlding and just said, "no thanks" they'd leave it at that...
oh yeah ,,,,,,,,,,,after my crappy morning and no sleep,,,,,,,,,i have decided to go out and have a little fun tonite.
as you know joho...........i mean joanna,,,,,,,,.
well , darn some of the folks are quiet entertaining.......many seed cap wearing , older , way older , did i say old.....toothless men.
Actually the twins pooped out on Saturday...or were in recovery from Friday...
You people (Dede, Dent Terminator, and Uncie Swippy) almost got calls on Friday...but we figured you people would all be too drunk, happy to answer the phone.
We did manage to hook up with the Manwhore, and a good time was had by all...much laughing, spilling of pop in people's crotches, flinging silverware as if it were monkey poo, and popping ballons for no good reason...oh wait that was just what Not_Interested did...hahaha!
I think we all need to hear from mister Not_Interested and wish him some luck...he was in a bowling tournament and if he did well he goes to another tournament, and then I dunno how this all works, he ends up in Reno for a final and on ESPN! (So he can showcase that fine manwhore boo-tay!)
Dede I have given up on the seedcap men...they are just far too good for me. Now I have moved on to men in a constant vegitative state. Sure I have to do all the work in the bedroom...but I fail to see how that is different from any other guy I have hoodwinked into coming into my den of debauchery.
We didn't get hit on at the bar, but you will have to ask Eyegirl about her trip to the Bagel shop...she nearly scored twice!! That girl just gets more ass than a State Fair Porta-Potty!
I am off to take some asprin and grade some essays...perhaps shopping for whoreboots is in order later...I don't have any...well none that I can wear...I do have these Bambi boots (because they look like boots only someone named Bambi would wear) but those are strictly bedroom wear only...if I even attempted to leave the house them I would get hung up on the stairs and take a Scarlett O'Hara like swandive...
And how was your weekend?!
do we choose who we fall in love with?
for example: a man married for only a few months notices another married woman at work.
they get to talk and find that they have lots in common.
So, is love a deliberate decision? A well-thought-out choice?Or is it like a strong gust of wind that takes over our lives and no one can predict its course or resist its force?
Probably a little of both in my book. I think to some extent you can choose who you fall in love with, and what you are willing to persue. However, you can't always deny what your attracted to...
Mostly I just hate people who remove all personal responsibility from themselves and say that they were unable to control themselves it was love at first sight and they were powerless to stop it. That is a bunch of voodoo mumbo jumbo that is totally out-dated!
Of course this could just be the control freak in me speaking...I hate to think any force is my life it out of my control...including who I fall in love with...
i haven't seen it yet but now i want to.. tim robbins who won best supporting actor for his role in mystic river.
dedicated his award to people who can relate to his mystic river character.. "in this movie, i play a victim of abuse and violence, and if you are out there and are a person that has that tragedy befall, there is no shame and no weakness in seeking help and counselling.
it is sometimes the strongest thing that you can do.".
I saw it...it was very touching...the audience seemed to cheer louder because of the message.
after the daylight dwindled yesterday and feeling well satisfied with the pictures that i had gotten earlier, i thought it would be a good idea to go down the waterfront and listen to me and the devil, a local blues band.
there's steve vocalist and lead guitar, morgan who is the bees knees on the harmonica, and retro tony on the double bass who used to practice often with madness, another top of the league band.
i thoroughly enjoyed myself there, listening to the music, my feet and fingers tapping away in tune swiftly to the quite exceptional beats.
Actually don't be so hard on yourself Celty-
She actually looked like this...
But you had the beer goggles on hardcore so you couldn't tell...
mine is"i refuse to prove that i exist," says god, "for proof denies faith, and without faith i am nothing.
"but," says man, "the babel fish is a dead giveaway isn't it?
it could not have evolved by chance.
All Bibles or sacred codes have been the causes of the following Errors.
1. That Man has two real existing principles Viz: a Body & a Soul.
2. That Energy, call'd Evil, is alone from the Body, & that Reason, call'd Good, is alone from the Soul.
3. That God will torment Man in Eternity for following his Energies.
But the following Contraries to these are True
1. Man has no Body distinct from his Soul for that call'd Body is a portion of Soul discern'd by the five Senses, the chief inlets of Soul in this age
2. Energy is the only life and is from the Body and Reason is the bound or outward circumference of Energy.
3 Energy is Eternal Delight
Those who restrain desire, do so because theirs is weak enough to be restrained; and the restrainer or reason usurps its place & governs the unwilling.
And being restrain'd it by degrees becomes passive till it is only the shadow of desire.
This will come to pass by an improvement of sensual enjoyment.
But first the notion that man has a body distinct from his soul is to be expunged; this I shall do, by printing in the infernal method, by corrosives, which in Hell are salutary and medicinal, melting apparent surfaces away, and displaying the infinite which was hid.
If the doors of perception were cleansed every thing would appear to man as it is, infinite.
For man has closed himself up, till he sees all things thro' narow chinks of his cavern.
Proverbs of Hell:
Prisons are built with stones of Law, Brothels with bricks of Religion.
The pride of the peacock is the glory of God.
The lust of the goat is the bounty of God.
The wrath of the lion is the wisdom of God.
The nakedness of woman is the work of God.
William Blake, The Marriage of Heaven and Hell
how many have heard this or used this as a break-up line?.
is it a cop-out, or the truth?.
any funny stories to tell?.
I used something similar once...
"It's not you, I just haven't really gotten over my last boyfriend yet, and I realize that now, and it wouldn't be fair to you if we continue to see each other. I just need some "me" time."
UTTER CRAP!
I just wasn't attracted to him, and didn't know how to tell him...
i just got back from going to the nasher sculpture museum in downtown dallas.
they are having a showing of a rare collection of picasso paintings and sculptures that everyone is talking about.. i'm starting to wonder... maybe i'm not as cultured as a thought.
nearly every time i looked at one of his works i found myself thinking: "what the hell was mug smoke'in when he did that?
He was one of the first cubists. People get hyped when people try something new.
Honestly, I am not a huge Picasso fan...but he's not terrible.
True Story:
One time when I was four I was trying to draw a picture of a roman solider with crayola markers. Thick lines (rather mattise like) and a disfigured face on the page with mis-matched eyes was the result. In my mind it was coming along nicely. I showed my dad who said, "Wow, you're quite the little Picasso".
To which I said, "Who's Picasso"
My dad, seeing a teachable moment grabed the encyclopedia to show me who this great artist was. I looked at the paintings and burst into tears.
I was striving to be a realist not a cubist. His compliment was lost on me.
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i think bush is trying to screw this country one more time before he's voted out of office....
You know I REALLY can't stand the slippery slope fallacy that ALWAYS comes up in this debate...
"well if you let gays marry, what's to say that people won't marry their pets, or won't marry their children, or groups won't get married, or brothers and sisters...it's a horrible horrible mess"
Why do we have no self-control? Why is it that a floodgate has to open?
You relegate gay people to dog loving incestious pedophiles when you make a statement like this. It really is reather stupid, and still has nothing to do with a GAY RIGHT to marriage. If after we grant gay marriage I would be more than willing to discuss why I think people who want to marry their dogs shouldn't be allowed that right. Why adults marrying children is wrong, etc. Again, this is nothing more than a slippery slope fallacy that only serves to de-rail the issue at hand.
People who are against gay marriage can't really articulate why it's so wrong other than to say something like "God hates gays", or "Then what's next" which really has nothing to do with legal sacation of gay marriage.
my roommate brought home this new ice cream last night, dreyers no sugar added, fat free chocolate fudge sweetened with splenda.
i was intrigued.
chocolate ice cream with no fat and low cal, how good could this taste?
Explosive gas...
*starts getting flashbacks of her time in Nam*
