Posts by watersprout

i remeber dreading the conventions and memorials because, as every young girl involved knew, we all covertly checked each other out and snarked on each other's bodies.

I suffered with an ED but it had nothing to do with my weight. I am naturally thin (body type/shape of Audrey Hepburn). I had an overwhelming desire to punish myself. By depriving myself of food i felt good... I didn't particulary see a monstrous beast when i looked in the mirror, i just wanted to hurt myself with unimmaginable pain. Which i did many times! I felt that if i punished myself enough i would finally be accepted. My thinking was completely warped, none of it made sense! I got through it 11/12 years ago and feel fabulous now! All the self hatred took alot of therapy and my body ended up turning on itself. My gut shut down and stopped absorbing nutrients, so i was slowly starving to death! Plus anything with wheat, dairy and gluten would inflame my stomach and intestines so would cause me intense pain. (My treatment has been a success! Found out today!!!!!!! Munching on pizza and wedges as i type)

I admire anyone who can battle an ED... They are devasting and take away many years!

Peace

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The only blond joke I will ever write!

by sabastious in

a husband and his blond wife are driving in town when the come up to a stop light and stop behind a truck, "wow!

" the wife yells..

" the husband asks back.. "those people in front of us are a long way from home!

watersprout

I have heard every blonde joke ever written! I used to have ''can you hear those cogs turning?? Sprouts thinking again''.... Hated it! I wouldn't mind if i dyed my hair blonde and got the comments, but i'm naturally this fair! I have even tried going darker, but my skin is soo pale i look like a witch [which in turn created new jokes]. I think that you people who tell these blonde jokes are just mean! LOLOLOL. Not really, i laugh at most of them as long as they are not told to hurt me. Which is what the dubbies used to do! Loved seeing me cry! Sorry off topic, *comes out of self pity mode*

Tenyearsafter i haven't laughed that hard at a blonde joke EVER! Brilliant!

Peace

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How many here have been Df'd for celebrating holidays ?

by troubled mind in

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i was talking to an old friend last night that told me she was recently df'd for celebrating holidays .

she refused their efforts to meet with them so they just made the decision on their own !

she has been inactive almost a year and has refused to meet or talk at the door with any elder this whole time .

watersprout

They are jerks! We are really open with celebrating holidays and we haven't heard a peep so far. They turned up last year wanting to meet with us and Carrot told them to clear off. Plus my mom phoned the PO and gave him what for. Said she would sue each and every elder if they so much looked at either of us! Lol. That might have had something to do with it!

Peace

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