Hey there WW (a.k.a. Rex)--
There is little I can say to you (not that that will deter me) as you live in a happy little place that I couldn't penetrate in a million years, not that I even care to. I have no desire to try to change your beliefs. I will comment on a few things you said and then give you a brief explanation of my overall view.
First, and most importantly, I was never a JW. I am not quibbling over baptism, I merely "studied" with them. Every week I learned more and more that made no sense to me. For one as simple as you imply I happen to have at least been bright enough to know bullshit when I see it. I never even went to a Kingdom Hall except once for a Memorial (which I thought was utterly ridiculous) so you know what you can do with your assumption on that matter. FYI, I was a Catholic and went to Mass pretty regularly while I studied with JWs. I do not look at the bible with the view of a "jilted lover". As a lifelong Catholic I can assure you I knew little of the bible and as I said in an earlier post (pay attention here WW) my faith had never, repeat never, been anything but a source of comfort to me. So I approached the whole thing with the attitude of a believer who was certain (like you) that those who claimed the bible to be not of God were just mistaken/misguided.
As for your claim that I am a member of the religion of "self", again you are shameful. WW you know nothing of my life. I have experienced more horrible lessons than I care to remember but I have learned and grown from them. First and foremost in my life are my children. Compared to my feelings for them I care nothing of myself. If you want to claim any shred of human decency you will step off with your presumptions of me and my life friend. You don't want to go there because I could share things with you that would make you ashamed of your comments. Suffice to say you were mistaken in your assumptions and you need to refrain from anymore of that about me.
While I don't know a lot about physics I don't believe that is a prerequisite to being able to reason. I think I have a pretty good ability to do this, like I said I didn't fall for the WT-cult's shpeel and that was with little/no bible knowledge. I am hoping you are intellectually honest enough to admit that is pretty good.
As to all that blather you posted, it was a mighty handy little way to avoid addressing those scriptures I posted and wanted explanations for. Sure you try to explain away genocide and do some wonderful gymnastics in order to accomplish this. I must deem your effort a failure though as I still think it is inexcusable. I want you to address the scriptures I posted.
I wasn't being dishonest nor was I hedging at your question of whether I think that maybe there was some influence of man on scripture. My answer reflected the fact that I think the bible is entirely influenced by man. Pretty plain IMO but I suspect you have an aversion to simplicity.
Here's the real scoop WW--I came into this whole thing when some JWs knocked on my door. I started to learn about the bible and was a little disappointed when I read more than the happy little sections I always heard in church. I looked into it. Now here's where it gets simple so try not to be disappointed.
I read story after story of violence, hatred and horrible injustice. I start to wonder why these things would be in a book of instruction, or guidance, from God. In just about every book I look for enlightenment and find none. I see things that are worse than some of the horrible movies out today. I am appalled. Nowhere do I see encouragement for education to use these wonderful brains God gave us. I see nothing about how to improve the world we were given to enjoy for our lifetimes. I see superstition, not knowledge. Nowhere do I see encouragement to strive to realize our full potential as humans. I see a horrible disregard for human life, like the scripture that tells us that if we have a rebellious child we should take him to the elders and stone him. I mean how barbaric is that? I also notice that the OT is rife with genocide etc, by "God's people" and then in the NT we are suddenly all God's people. Well which is it? Cannot God make up his mind?
I did not approach the bible with the view that lengthy, "scholarly" explanations are needed to accompany it in order to understand it. I didn't need such to understand the WT is a crock of shit and I was right. I read the bible, I understand what I read and I am convinced that God could have done waaaaaaay better if we were intended to have a Rule Book. Just as the Turner Diaries served as a wonderful instruction manual for Tim I-am-a-lunatic McViegh, I think the bible has served as a fine example for many who have committed atrocities "in the name of God" (i.e. the Crusades).
I am not one to overly complicate things. There is no need to do so. If the bible is God's word than I should think you could open it to any page and find enlightenment but instead we find quite the opposite. I mean look at the lengths you went to to try to explain away the atrocities in the bible (not the ones I mention of course, you pick your own as there are so many to choose from). I suppose there are many folks on the planet who can excuse away the terrorist attacks on America yesterday too. Horror is horror is horror. You can dance all you want but I can tell you that the nastiness in the bible is just that. It isn't high-brow nastiness that the masses are incapable of understanding--it's just plain old barbaric behavior.
You said:
I can tell you why I believe it is the word of God. I cannot prove to you that it is. Belief comes from within.
That is the most honest thing you said WW. There is no proof the bible is of God and no matter how many books I read about the bible there is still no proof. I see quite the opposite actually but you already know that.
Maybe there is a God, I do not claim to know. I merely reject the assertion that the bible is of God. Does that make me not as good as one who does believe so? No but many hold that view. You yourself said believing in the bible is a faith thing, not a factual thing. Fine I accept that and hold no grudge against those who believe. I DO have a problem with those who are critical of me and people who share my views. We merely see the horrors in the bible and reject the idea that there is anything divine there. When I see snide remarks directed at those who hold such a dissenting view I feel the need to make a point.
So hey, if you can just go ahead and justify/explain/spin those scriptures I listed I might just change my view. Until then, I will remain where I am; Merely appreciating the gift of life I have without the haughty presumption I am entitled to more.
Respectfully--
Julie