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Tough Question: Should "I" still party with JWs?
by lil.lady.03 in
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2. friends
"ello everybody!

it's been a long time.

a couple of months, i guess.. i have a dilemma, kinda, and i would take any suggestions or offers.. so, i've been inactive now for a whole year now.. by now, i'm sure word has spread of my inactiveness.
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Going on 6 months. The that last time in a KH!
by lil.lady.03 in
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2. friends
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Never thought Id be cursing out my Dfd Dad
by lil.lady.03 in
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2. friends
see my dad is dfd.

hes been dfd all my life.

he got dfd a year before i was born.
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Need help making NON JW Friends. LOL!!
by lil.lady.03 in
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2. friends
so its been a whomping 5 months since i stopped going to the meetings!!

yay!!!.

and its amazing how quickly i have let go of everything!!.
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Any suggestions for a birthday gift. 1st time. (hee hee)
by lil.lady.03 in
1. jw
2. friends
so my bf's birtday is tomorrow.

he says i don't have to get anything and since i'm a jw he won't press me to do anthing.

but i'm like screw thatm i want to get him somethign just because!.
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In these Last Days (of mine) High Anxiety. Critical Times. Hard to deal with
by lil.lady.03 in
1. jw
2. experiences
i really have been trying to fade quickly and with little amount of noise or rukus!.

this past month has proven to be one of the most stressfuly ever.. my mom and i are 'discussing' just about everyday me not going to the meetingsand my reasons why.. she keeps pushing me to go.

even tonight asked me to go with her to her.
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An email I got. I don't know how to respond
by lil.lady.03 in
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2. experiences
...or if i should reposnd.. hey there lady!

just dropping a line because i have been very concerned about you.

i know you do school and work and trying to learn a language-that is a lot of work!
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crying at my grandma's house
by lil.lady.03 in
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2. experiences
i don't know why i'm telling you all this, but i broke down in tears today.. .

i went to my grandma and grandpa's today just to visit.. most of my early memories are being with my grandma out in service while my mom was off to work.. .

i looked at her today.
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Looking back I Missed out on a lot
by lil.lady.03 in
1. jw
2. experiences
so i'm thinking back to all the things i ever wanted to do when i was little.

and could not do because, anything i wanted to do was bad association or just bad.. when i was 4, i wanted to do gymnastics.. "no.

you get pulled into nationalism and develop a competive spirit.".
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if you only knew (1st Post here)
by lil.lady.03 in
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2. experiences
i've been in pain too long.

i have this whole entry i want to post but i don't know if it is too long to read.

i'll post it in parts.