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  Is everyone on here disassociated??

  by happi2b in

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  so i don't understand it seems to me from the posts that i have read just about everyone is disassociated.. just wondering if that's true or if i am not the only one on here still within the organization..

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  scarredforlife

  do believe what is being taught is truth even if sometimes there is some lies within it.....Happi2b

  Happi2b, You do realize this makes no sense , don't you? Step back and think about what you are doing and saying.
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  The Effects of JW Child Abuse into Adulthood

  by PublishingCult in

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  my two oldest brothers, jim and ron, were coerced into baptism when they were but 10 and 11 years old.. .

  they were indoctrinated heavily, of course, and they tried to toe the line and be good little jw boys as best two unruly fatherless boys could.

  the nature of a boy won out and they both got into some mischief about a year later.

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  scarredforlife

  Thanks for sharing about your brother. I was a born-in, beginning in 1956, about the same as your brother. I understand everything you have told us. I am very sorry for your loss. Thanks for calling it what it is: child abuse.
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  IM SOOO ANGRY!!!!!!!

  by bez in

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  i have not posted for a while and have actually not been on for a while but i have had to post cus i am just livid!!!.

  me and my husband and 2 children stopped going nearly a year ago after numerous issues, and basic doubts.

  while we were in the cong i had an 'incident' with a brother who claimed to love me and wanted to leave his wife for me.

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  scarredforlife

  You've gotten great advice here.

  The best way I found and its at times a hard thing to do, is stay clear of any JWS all together, they will only degrade you,

  malign your character and show copious amounts of disrespect.

  I was a born-in also. You just have to go on with your life and put all those JW people that you have known in your past. Look forward not backward.
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  Do You Think Some Witnesses Are Mentally Ill Or Mentally Impaired....

  by minimus in

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  and that's why they are in the religion?.

  i recall many jws over the years who were what i'll call "weird"---and looking back at it, many witnesses are "odd" and "different"..

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  scarredforlife

  I think all people that get sucked into a cult are suffering from a mental illness of sorts. It can be cured but many times it's very painful as many of us can testify.
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  Update on my JC hearing...received the expected news

  by SweetBabyCheezits in

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  in case anyone's interested but unaware of my family's case up to this point, here's the original thread:.

  http://www.jehovahs-witness.net/jw/friends/198852/5/sbcheezits-judicial-hearing-my-epic-fail-repost-for-ie-users.

  so the elders requested a follow-up meeting last week but we were unable to meet at their set time and told them as much.

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  scarredforlife

  SBC,

  Welcome to freedom of thought. On behalf of your children I want to thank you for your exit from this cult. They will always love you for it. Even the loss of their grandmothers is not as horrible as staying in that negative, terror-filled cult. You and your wife and children will grow closer and you will never regret it.
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  What year did JWs stop taking money for magazines/books at the KH?

  by asilentone in

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  scarredforlife

  Interesting. I didn't know this.
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  Has anyone successfully faded without moving out of the territory?

  by NiceDream in

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  so far i've managed to avoid speaking to the elders who drop by.

  just wondering if they'll eventually give up in a couple years.

  anyone have experience with this?.

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  scarredforlife

  My mother faded without ever moving. She lived in the same house for 30+ years without attending a meeting. As far as I know she was never bothered by shepherding visits. She would not have answered the door if they came unexpectedly.

  Of course, when my father died, the PO did show up with his wife. I met them in the front yard and told them to leave and never come back.

  That may have something to do with my mother never being bothered by them.
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  I realized a positive outcome from my JW upbrining!

  by scarredforlife in

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  i have been on this board for over 2 years.

  one thing that i have read over and over is to find something positive in my upbrining as a jw and i have been unable to do this.

  all i have seen is negative.

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  scarredforlife

  MMXIV,

  I have been out for a long, long time. When I left I cut off all contact with any JWs. I don't miss any of them. The only ones I have continued to have contact withrecently is some aunts and uncles and a few cousins. I have found maintaining a relationship with any of them to be impossible. My life is so different from theirs. They live in that robot world of JWism. There is no common ground.

  My sister and I do not have a relationship at all currently. We did talk for the very first time a couple of years ago when my mother was very illabout our JW upbringing. It was a relief to finally talk about it. I think she was even more negatively affected than me.

  After I left, my parents became somewhat inactive. My father died very suddenly. He had not attended a meeting in about a year when he died. After he died, my mother never attended another meeting. We did not have a JW funeral for my father. My sister and I refused to have one. You can imagine that that was like a bomb went off for my mother and her family.

  Long,complicated story. I hate the JWs.
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  I realized a positive outcome from my JW upbrining!

  by scarredforlife in

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  i have been on this board for over 2 years.

  one thing that i have read over and over is to find something positive in my upbrining as a jw and i have been unable to do this.

  all i have seen is negative.

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  scarredforlife

  Hi MMXIV,

  Thanks for your post. I agree that recognising some positives does not diminish the negatives. I am very glad that you have found things that you learned that have helped you in the corporate world.

  If I think back to the congregation we were in when I was between the ages of 3 1/2and 10 we had some good times. There were several families with children about the ages of my sister and myself. Our families had good times together. It was like a community. If I think about just those times the memories are positive.

  But we moved to another town when I was 10. We never had anything close to that feeling of friends and community again. As my sister says, it was a nightmare.
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  I realized a positive outcome from my JW upbrining!

  by scarredforlife in

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  i have been on this board for over 2 years.

  one thing that i have read over and over is to find something positive in my upbrining as a jw and i have been unable to do this.

  all i have seen is negative.

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  scarredforlife

  scarred for life is my original screen name.

  I am on a different computer. I had to create a new account because I didn't know my password. I have been on this board since July 2008. Screen name is very similar.