Why not have your own private communion at home? The emblems are simple - unleavened bread and wine. It is the significance of your feelings about the symbolism that is important. Read significant passages in the gospels first to get in the groove. You can do it anytime, doesn't have to be Memorial night.
If you are a Catholic you really have to 'be there' and get into the "transubstantiation" mindset and the priestly supervision.
PS - OTWO - How much? and I would want pictures.