I still wish to live forever in a way or another, but all my reason and logical inferences says to me there's no way to scape from absolute oblivion.
Nobody believes in a god b/c it so nice, good, benevolent and stuff. It's b/c THE PROMISE of everlasting life, no matter if in a flesh and bone or in a smoke body, all the people want it's not die.
That's the ultimate truth: oblivion.