Braincleaned
When I first left that religion, I reasoned that they were not Christians acting with Christian principals of behavior towards one another nor towards those outside the cult. I felt I could still leave and maintain a relationship with Jehovah. But after a period of time I began to realize I was not praying because it felt abnormal to pray to Jehovah. I didn't want to pray to Jehovah because being away from the KH made me feel eventually I didn't like the god they worshipped. I believed he was a cruel mean vindictive arrogant entity, and not the True God and Father Jesus spoke of in the NT. I've come to feel a lot of the OT was stories that were borrowed and embellished from ancient mythology, the writers did not entirely explain all things tru. And so the Jehovah Yahweh god of he Israelites seemed more and more like foreign gods worshipped in surrounding cultures. So now I;m confortable praying to God our Heavenly Father who Jesus spoke of not to Jehovah who Jesus never spoke about.
Shana