Hi Shelly,
My dear sister (?) please don't misunderstand me. I wasn't trying to castigate you, just to caution prudence, as did Paul.
1Cor.14:11,16,17,19
In fact - blow it - the whole chapter!!!
As well as certain "understandings", visions are something that I get from time to time, too (there we go, now I'm gonna be marked as a freak on this board, too). I speak of them only to the right audience.
I'm going to have to go through your mail a couple of times, and check the scriptures - but I have to add that the length of it is a real turn off.
You are quite right that we should expect trouble, but in all honesty, if you act like an oddball, you'll be treated like an oddball - a self-fulfilling prophecy.
As for the memorial - one of my concerns would be as to which body I am adjoining myself to and setting my stall out with.
My anointing was fairly recent, and things get clearer every day.
I first wondered that I would have to partake, as I couldn't conscienciously let the emblems pass me without demonstrating my convictions.
As time progresses I wonder if I will still be in the hall, come memorial time.
I'm not confused, just learning, and the Holy Spirit is helping.
If you want to do your bit, then don't counsel me with what I already know and understand, just pray for me.
In love - your brother, in the Lord Jesus (however you want to pronounce his name),
LT