Being raised in it,there had always been a sense that something wasn't right .
One day I got a phone call. I was told I would be publicly reproved if I reported a certain matter to the civil authorities.
Too late, it had already been reported. Never got reproved, did get marked.
After that I began searching for a painless way to escape .
nilfun, who has learned the meaning of the phrase "no pain, no gain".