Hey fl_panthers...I used to recently be in your shoes..thinking it a privilege to lead a service group...was encouraging to all there and hyped up enthusiasm for the ministry...but in the end...I discovered and verified some very disturbing things about the WT organization that brought my recruiting efforts to a screeching halt...
If you read other posts you will see recommendations of various books that will shed unflattering and very truthful light on an organization that claims to be gods sole channel of communication to mankind but has nothing to back it up. More wrong than right doctrine has been spewed and recent doctrine changes happen more and more frequently with blinding speed...but none of the criticizm will make sense unless you first hear it in full then go verify it with WT history...I was all in and still would be if the WT could back up their claims to be "the truth" and willing to be scrutinized without DFing someone for disbeleiving one doctrine or several or all of them....that indicates fear of scrutiny and truth shouldnever fear scrutiny