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i think i might return to the WTS

by dm6 in

man im so drained right now and tired i cant say a whole lot.. but you know, i was thinking about going back to them and just to see a bit more about it all.. i dont know to be very honest with you if its thr right thing to do or not on a personal level.. .

i guess i need to mull things over.. .

any suggestions from previous jw's would be awesome for me.

dm6

thanks everyone for all your answers so far, i havent been able to go through them all im a bit rushed right now but i will go through them all later as soon as im back from the gym.

I woke up this morning wondering why on earth i put this post on here. DOnt really know what was going through my mind, i do NOT want to go back there at ALL.

I just get these times sometimes where i wonder if they really honestly are truth? DO anyu of you get that sometimes?

Possible side effect of indoctrination and love bombing perhaps.

Anyway, woke up today and thats the last thing on my mind!

Will explain a lot more later and answer a lot of your answers/Q's later, sorry for this pointless post! i think im going mad!!!

PS Sizemik thanks for your input man.

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i think i might return to the WTS

by dm6 in

man im so drained right now and tired i cant say a whole lot.. but you know, i was thinking about going back to them and just to see a bit more about it all.. i dont know to be very honest with you if its thr right thing to do or not on a personal level.. .

i guess i need to mull things over.. .

any suggestions from previous jw's would be awesome for me.

dm6

Hello everyone. Man im so drained right now and tired i cant say a whole lot.

but you know, i was thinking about going back to them and just to see a bit more about it all.

i dont know to be very honest with you if its thr right thing to do or not on a PERSONAL level.

i guess i need to mull things over.

Any suggestions from previous JW's would be AWESOME for me. i only studied for a year (last year) and now its always in my mind. Maybe im still indoctrinated. who knows, but its there, and i wonder sometimes if maybe they are right. but whatever happens, i am NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT being told what to do.

to brief you very very extremely quickly, i am a person who is NOT told what to do. this is my problem....or this my pro (con)

who knows, but i dont like being told what to do, and from what i rread, the WTS is a very controlling religion, and i again repeat i am NOT being told what i can or cant do!

EG if i want to smoke, i will smoke.

(just an example, lets not all emphasisze over that)

But anyway, more to the point, i would like to hear some points from some of you EX JW'S, as to what you beileve on a personal front.

Many many many thanks.

Darren

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coi

by JunkYardDog in

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Junk, i only ask becauase i play the game Quake Live and there is a user with the name JunkyardDOG.

Anyway, i dont hate them at alll.

I am a humanist, i see the good in people and that people religious or not, all have good in them.

Jehovahs witnesses are people, just like you and I, and are brainwashed. we have come out knowing this indoctrination, whereas they have not.

Do not hate them, they are people like us like everybody. As human beings, find that good in you and apply that to them.

Now, onto the more important topic here, the watchtower.

That is who we should be hating, that is who is the deciever, the liar, the falsifier, the brainwasher, the architect of corruption, the ANTICHRIST.

2nd John 1:7

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by JunkYardDog in

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Junkyard.....? do i know you?

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OMG Jehovah really is the TRUTH OMG

by dm6 in

............yeah right.

what a load of bollocks.

pointless post i know.

dm6

............yeah right. What a load of bollocks. Pointless post i know. I just had to write it since its all you ever hear from jw students about how they " really beiuleve jehovahs witnesses havee thr truth"

CRINGE******************

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Empathizing with homosexual struggles as a hertosexual

by sabastious in

when i was a bible fundamentalist jehovah's witness it was easy for me to dismiss homosexuality as a sin and move onto the next, more interesting, topic.

it is much more complicated than that for me at this point in my life.. i think about it this way:.

what if i, a heterosexual, were raised in a community where everybody was homosexual and heterosexuality had a harsh taboo attached to it.

dm6

as a hetrosexual myself, i have never been one to condemn homo sexuality like most especially the JWs.

Even as i began to know the "truth" (Lie) i wasnt even like that, and that is for one reason : people are just born that way.

i always saw people who were gay, and i even have a couple of not so close, but still, friends who are gay.

You can naturally tell just by looking at someone by the way they talk, walk and act. not evrybody is Straight, and this is another flaw i beileve in the bible.

I am all for rights for gay and lesbians, and wish them their real freedom to do as they want like the rest of the world.

If it puts the jam in your doughnut, go for it.

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Sorry about this absolutley CRAZY insight to my mind.

by dm6 in

hello everybody.. even thinking about typing this thread as i lay here in bed at 11.30 at night, is hard enough, but i found some sort of motivation to do it.. i dont expect a massive response really, i guess all i really want to do is empty my mind out and stop things whirring over and over.. i am worried for my brother (younger brother he is 23) he is in guernsey channel islands (uk) and is in and out of intensive care drugs etc an there are a thousand more strings attached.

(drugdealers after him, homeless, jobless, about to go to prsion long story).

its a worry for me as his older brother.

dm6

Thanks sizemik. Feeling okay today. been up and active most of the day. hope things are good for you?

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HELP! i cant figure this out....

by dm6 in

http://jordazzz.blogspot.com/2011/07/confusion.html.

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Well rocky girl, i know the meaning of it, since i was the author. There is a hidden message :P

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Sorry about this absolutley CRAZY insight to my mind.

by dm6 in

hello everybody.. even thinking about typing this thread as i lay here in bed at 11.30 at night, is hard enough, but i found some sort of motivation to do it.. i dont expect a massive response really, i guess all i really want to do is empty my mind out and stop things whirring over and over.. i am worried for my brother (younger brother he is 23) he is in guernsey channel islands (uk) and is in and out of intensive care drugs etc an there are a thousand more strings attached.

(drugdealers after him, homeless, jobless, about to go to prsion long story).

its a worry for me as his older brother.

dm6

Goodnight for now everone. This is one of my favorites.

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Sorry about this absolutley CRAZY insight to my mind.

by dm6 in

hello everybody.. even thinking about typing this thread as i lay here in bed at 11.30 at night, is hard enough, but i found some sort of motivation to do it.. i dont expect a massive response really, i guess all i really want to do is empty my mind out and stop things whirring over and over.. i am worried for my brother (younger brother he is 23) he is in guernsey channel islands (uk) and is in and out of intensive care drugs etc an there are a thousand more strings attached.

(drugdealers after him, homeless, jobless, about to go to prsion long story).

its a worry for me as his older brother.

dm6

cptkirk - Thanks man, for the uplifting advice. i have had a lot of friends who have done the same thing regarding taking their own life. My brother is kind of caught up in that crowd too.

I have an instinctive idea of what i have to do - in order to get things right again, motivation - and i think i will find that as soon as i have got myself working. I hate being inactive in general. i MUST be doing something.

broken Promises: i will not tell my doctor about these issues, i have done it all in the past and been thrown in a nut house and got no where, in fact i was fed seroquel (quetiapien) anti pychotic drug which basically turns you into a vegetable.

Regarding other medication i have been on long term use in the past of Fluoxetine Hydrocholoride (prozac), Citalopram, Propanalol and a number of others.

The only thing that has ever really worked for me Diazepam. I understand its addictive substance and i will do my best to not go down the route of getting re addicted.

On a slightly same but side note, would you care to PM me about your polyps? this is a really horrible thing for me to live with, i get constant headaches, wake up stuffy as hell, cannot smell or taste a thing, get tired a lot etc etc. What ops did you have? i have had 2 polypectomies anda FESS. but still they areback. I had my allergy testing done, turns out everything came back 0/10, but dog was a 3/10, and here is the worst, grass came back 10/10.

Full reaction to grass. Cant escape the bloody stuff its everywhere! lol

Anyway, sorry if my answers are quite brief for now, im trying to keep up, plust its now 1am.