SFPW, does it bother you at all to be preaching things to people that have an expiration date? How many major and fundamental ways can "the truth" be changed, and still be accurately called "the truth"? By this standard Russel, Rutherford et-all were apostates.
Case-in-point, whatever happened to the rhetoric that we are living in the "last of the last days"? No doubt this gave you urgency to preach to save as many as possible like a seach and rescue op. Do you remember going out and distributing that kingdom news "false religions end is near"? Do you feel any regret at having done this even though it clearly was a lie?
The entire premise of the JW faith is perpetuated by lies of 8 men that are prentending to be something they are not. No doubt you are just trying to do right by god, but when you take stock of the premise that these 8 popes pretent to know the time and seasons, does it prick your conscience that you are essentially following followers, and perpetuating their mis-interpretations, and deceptions, and expiring truth by preaching it to your neighbors? How are you any better than the Catholics? At least they have better family relasionships, and allow their children a decent education and leave people alone on Saturday morning.
Is this is how you define success? If it is, I do pity you, and the ones gullable enough to listen to the expiring "truths" that you're preaching.