Tough sometimes isn't it Maybe? I'm a bit further along than you but still having the same struggles. It gets worse in some ways as time goes by, you don't want to leave your family still in but you can't bear to be in it yourself. You wish you could unlearn TTATT but then you know you're glad you did learn it. You can't go back but it's so hard knowing how to move on...
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Maybeso
by MaybeSo inim very sad, upset and disappointed all at the same time.
why couldnt i just stay away from this dam forum and live my life and blindly dedicated it to the borg.
now i know ttatt, i cant ignore all the facts and all the stories of the great people in this forum.
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Who left or got stumbled over the 1995 generation thing?
by Julia Orwell inor the 2000's generation thing?.
how did you feel?
how did it help you wake up?
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tornapart
In 1995 I was too busy running around after kids to be too concerned about it but I remember having this niggly feeling that didn't feel right, it was yet another change...why? The real eye opener for me was when they changed it yet again, in 2010, to something so ridiculous I couldn't believe anyone was actually sucked in by it. By the end of the following year I was fully awake to TTATT.
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Are we all missing the true 'MARK' of the Wild Beast?
by Newly Enlightened indisclaimer: hubby & i have been watching a 5 dvd documentary on the 'secret's of the founding father's' we're not sure if we believe everything they talk about but here is some interesting things to think about..... revelation mentions that the 'mark' would either be on the forehead, [for everyone to see] or, on the right hand [if you make a fist, it is hidden] rev also says that no one can buy or sell without this mark.
the wtbt$ isn't too clear on what they believe that mark is, so.... what is one thing that we cannot buy or sell without?.
money!.
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NE, if you're interested in this sort of thing look up about the IBM verichip. Not saying that it means anything as such, who knows. Conspiracy theorists seem to think it's tied in with that scripture. I just looked at it out of curiosity, it'll be interesting to see if anything like it happens. I'm certainly not going to be derisive of something like this, after all who would have believed the Nazi Holocaust before it happened.
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Lover, Come Back
by compound complex inyou once were true.
.. with no more than the fierce beating of my heart as your signal,.
you would hasten deliciously into my presence and cherish me.
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Beautiful Coco...
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So tired of life
by LouBelle ini am so tired of waking up without hope.
so tired of fighting one more day...i just want it to end as painless as possible.
i truly don't have the willpower or strength anymore..
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tornapart
Loubelle.. keep talking to us, keep doing what you're doing one step at a time. We're all here for you, we may be distant physically but we are all here for you in heart and in spirit.
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So tired of life
by LouBelle ini am so tired of waking up without hope.
so tired of fighting one more day...i just want it to end as painless as possible.
i truly don't have the willpower or strength anymore..
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For you Loubelle...
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What if the male became pregnant and not the woman.
by jam inhow would our world today be different if the males.
became pregnant.
let's suppose the creator (who ever.
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tornapart
They'd deal with it the same way they deal with 'Man-flu'......................
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Thoughts on the new AAWA video and other things!!
by iamwhoiam inso does this mean aawa is going to stop shunning?
are they themselves not guilty of shunning those who shun?
shunning can never be stopped no matter how bad you want it to.
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I'm going to jump in here and ask something. As it's about AAWA and 'other things', I guess it can include anything remotely connected?
One of the things AAWA is campaigning against is the paedophilia hidden in the WT. A good cause. However two of it's admin wrote a thread about outing of any and all suspected paedophiles.
I was watching a tv drama to do with finding the killer of a young boy. Suspicion soon focused on a single older man who ran a kind of sea cadet club for boys. It was soon unearthed by the press that he had been convicted of a sex crime many years before. He was also known for 'hugging' the boys. So began a campaign of victimisation and vigilantism against him. Then the true story. He'd been a music teacher and fell in love with a pupil and she with him. They had a relationship when she was just four weeks away from the age of legal consent. He spent a year in jail, came out and married the girl. They had a child together, a little boy sadly killed in a road accident at 6 years old. The 'hugging' boys was the natural affection he missed after his little boy died. He and his wife parted when the grief became too much and he was left alone. The campaign against him drove him to suicide. I know it's only fiction but......
My point. At what stage does outing someone for suspected paedophilia crimes become public interest? Is this what AAWA intends to do?
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So tired of life
by LouBelle ini am so tired of waking up without hope.
so tired of fighting one more day...i just want it to end as painless as possible.
i truly don't have the willpower or strength anymore..
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tornapart
Dear Loubelle... you really MUST see a health professional! Please!! It sounds very like you are clinically depressed. They can help you, find a medical treatment that will help lift your spirits enough for you to get the strength to continue as well as having someone to talk to about it to help you through. Please say you'll do it! Love and lots of hugs....
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So tired of life
by LouBelle ini am so tired of waking up without hope.
so tired of fighting one more day...i just want it to end as painless as possible.
i truly don't have the willpower or strength anymore..
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tornapart
Dear Loubelle, I know we don't know each other but I always enjoy reading your posts. You seem like such a lovely lady. Please don't give up, today is a bad day, some days are worse than others and can seem like there's no light at the end of the tunnel.
Have you been to see your doctor? Sometimes a health professional can help when we need it. Also friends to talk to and to feel that people care about you can help too. Please don't feel alone, we are all here for you if you need to talk or just for some words of sympathy.
Sending you a big cyber ((((HUG))))