Wow, Prisca - your last straw was almost exactly the same as mine!
I remember conducting the bookstudy out of the Greatest Man book. I could see the similarities between the pharisees and the WBTS. I started doing a lot of outside research and bringing it into the discussions. Those bookstudies were fun! I was also doing research on 607/1914 and the 144,000 among other things and that was it for me. I knew that this religion was a sham.
My first and last public talk was the "You Will Reap What You Sow" outline and I went into how we should not be like the Judiazers who made so many rules. I went into beards, blood trasfusions, voting. I had a couple meetings with the elders afterward because my talk upset a few of them - they thought it sounded apostate. Well that's funny, because many people were telling me and my family that it was one of the best talks they had heard because it was different somehow.
They tried to steal my outline by tricking my wife, but she knew what they were up to. I did finally give them a copy of my outline and they went over it as a body. Good thing I was able to support everything I said with carefully picked WBTS publications! lol
I remember crying myself to sleep one night after reading a chapter of COC that was posted on the net. It was the chapter about 1914 and 607. I just broke down because I knew my faith was based on lies. It all happened pretty quickly for me - probably a matter of a couple weeks at most. That was about three years ago now.
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