Anyway, I have been alone now for almost 13 years. There are no JW men to marry. I had thought that maybe Jehovah didn't think I needed a good husband but now I know that every woman needs a good husband. It wasn't Jehovah's fault, it's mine. I should have gotten out years ago.
The above is a statement from a wise woman who appears as though she is getting wiser. I admire you.
What you are about to face will be difficult and there are no easy answers. Remain firm and remain strong. I promise you things will eventually work themselves out and you will be relieved that you made this decision.
Welcome to the forum and good luck to you.