I went back after a successful year-long fade. It was like going back to prison after having a short time of freedom. it was full on. judicial committee followed by weekly visits from the elders. Tried going on service and felt like the biggest hypocrite. Nearly two years later, I'm now well along into my second fade and it is much more difficult second time around. Already had a call from an elder this morning before work! by all means go back if you think you can believe it again but if not you're in for an unhappy ride.
krejames
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Are there people who have returned
by His Excellency inconsidering all the consequences of leaving the organization (especially the loss of family), some who have already known ttat have decided to return and continue with the flow just to keep their families and friend.. my question is if anyone here had tried it and how they have been managing living a lie constantly day-after-day?, as i am seriously considering returnning back to the full routine..
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Scientologists at war - UK programme tonight 9pm
by krejames inthis programme looks interesting as there might be similarities with the wtbts.
looks at people who have left the group.
it's on channel 4 at 9pm.
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Amelia -yes my thoughts too! lol
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Scientologists at war - UK programme tonight 9pm
by krejames inthis programme looks interesting as there might be similarities with the wtbts.
looks at people who have left the group.
it's on channel 4 at 9pm.
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krejames
This programme looks interesting as there might be similarities with the WTBTS. Looks at people who have left the group. It's on channel 4 at 9pm
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From Pioneer to Professor: My Story
by laverite ini wanted to say hello.
i knew i was gay.
i wanted to study and learn about everything i could.
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Welcome Laverite. thanks for posting your inspiring story, which i enjoyed reading.
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I'm running... and I need help! (UK people)
by running_away in... don't worry, i dont need money or house or food or anything (ok, maybe a coffee).
don't need hospitality... i need information.. .
heeeeeeellllppp!.
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If you want to fade, London is the place to go. elders can't keep up with shepherding because of the high turnover in the congs. But if you want a more difficult fade but a more family friendly social scene I'll PM you.
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For those faking meeting attendance
by His Excellency infor those of you who are still faking meeting attendance and field service, do you still greet the dubs after the sessions?.
because for me, i am increasingly finding it difficult to showcase any fake smile and pretend everything is allright.
in fact, i'm already getting exhausted with the hypocrisy, i just have to remain in for family reasons.
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I still go to most of the meetings as i have family in. i always arrive late and leave pretty much straight after the prayer. i try to avoid gettig caught by one or two jdubs who always ask me when im going to work with them on FS (havent been out for about 8 months). i have one or two close friends still in but the whole gay thing means i prefer to be around my "worldly" friends who accept me for who i am and with whom i dont need to pretend to be someone i am not.
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Notes from Safeguard Your Mind assembly - day 1
by raxxxx init was an entertaining and incredibly sad experience... anyway!
here are some notes i have managed to take in between all of the crying and laughing as well as occasional mental breakdown.
enjoy!
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Recently came back from this.
Really loads of apostate bashing. internet, what to do if you have doubts (i.e. do research in WT publications, ask an elder, or just shove it to one side). There was an interview with an elder who said he had personally questioned an old WT study that had said no one resurrected in the new system would be married and how he had been really upset because he loves his wife and married her forever. The long and the short of it being that he learned to let it go as everyone will be happy in the new system whatever Jehovah has planned for humans..
The DO said how apostates are so cunning because they approach with nice soothing words like the the serpent when he spoke to Eve (he then mimicked how Satan wouldn't have said "Oi! You! Eat this! NOW!" but would have been enticing rather than abrasive..." I was suppressing a laugh because I thought he obviously hasn't been on this forum then, with some of the heated discussions going on lately haha
But saving the best til last....One speaker in a different talk in the afternoon actually quoted/paraphrased Revelation 22:18 and said "no one should add anything to what the faithful slave says". I actually thought "you have got to be kidding me! Did he really just say that?". No one even flinched!
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A Couple of thoughts on July WT
by Phizzy ini actually got a bucket close by and read some of the study ed.
july 13 w.t my first reaction was amazement at how very muddled the whole thing was, i think if i had all those months to write articles since the noo lite was presented at the agm i could make a much better job of arguing the new ideas, and our very own sd7 could do even better !.
for instance, it is claimed in the chart, and the 2nd article i think, that the harvest began in 1914, by whom ?.
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AnnOmaly:
"And I don't get why, if they go to the trouble of putting in endnotes this time, they cannot be bothered providing a proper reference to 'one scholar's quote so that the reader knows who said it and where if they are inclined to look it up. It drives me nuts that they don't properly credit their quotes."
I second that! Drives me nuts as well.
The OP wondered how this is going down at the KH. Well we had our CO visit recently and he plugged this WT in all of the three meetings during the course of his visit. "Packed from cover to cover with new understandings" "read it, study it, then read it again and study it again" "make a table to compare the previous understandings with the new understandings" (have to say those last two statements struck me as ironic), then the usual "thrilling" "you will be overjoyed" etc etc etc (lots of eager nodding from some of the uber dubs in the audience who had obviously read it already)
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Another Lie/Revisionist History in todays WT study!!
by BU2B ini caught yet another revisionist history deception in todays wt lesson.. .
here is a quote from paragraph 4 of the 2/15/13 study edition.
"decades before 1914, jehovah's worshippers declared to the nations that the end of "the appointed times of the nations" would come in that year and that the world would enter into an unequaled period of trouble.".
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Great thread. Have marked this for future reference. I was wondering what everyone would make of that sneaky little phrase in the WT today hehe
I have to admit since reading "A People For His Name" I have become a bit of an apologist for CT Russell. Clearly a lot of his teachings were completely way off but I kind of get the impression he was a genuine guy, and at least someone I would have liked to have had a long interesting chat with. So I'm just going to come back on the following:
"Hey Fred Franz could never admit he caused the 1975 fiasco, he learned from the best spinner- C.T.Russell".
Russell probably was a good spinner, but anyone reading through this thread would probably get the impression that the 1914 prophecy was his only concern and that, if it failed, it would be a showstopper as far as the Bible Students were concerned. That apparently wasn't the case, because in the WT of 10 January 1907, he wrote:
"Let us suppose a case far from our expectations, suppose that AD 1915 should pass with the world's affairs all serene and with evidence that the 'very elect' had not all been 'changed' and without the restoration of natural Israel to favor under the New Covenant. (Romans 11: 12, 15) What then? Would that not prove our chronology wrong? Yes, surely! And would that not prove a keen disappointment? Indeed it would! It would work irreparable wreck to the parallel dispensations and Israel's double, and to the Jubilee calculations, and the prophecy of the 2,300 days of Daniel, and to the epoch called 'Gentile Times', and to the 1,260, 1,290, and 1,335 days... none of these would be available any longer. What a blow that would be! One of the strings of our harp would be quite broken!
"However, dear friend, our harp would still have all the other strings in tune and that is what no other aggregation of God's people on earth could boast. We could still worship a God so great and grand that none other could compare with him. we should still see the grandeur of his salvation in Christ Jesus - 'a ransom for all' "
I would venture to say the 1914 prophecy didn't appear to be so crucial to CT Russell as it is to the JWs today...so crucial in fact that the WT tweaks its history...
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Did reading Jwfacts help you? Please take a moment to say thanks..
by The Quiet One init seems as though so many of the stories of people who are now mentally free that i read on here involved reading jwfacts.com at some point along the way.. he basically saved my sanity (questionable, i know!
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why not take a minute out of your day to say thanks for any difference that jwfacts made to your life, and tell us what it was that helped you?...
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Yes definitely JW Facts. Like others I had come across apostate sites in the past and so many of the claims seemed to be hearsay (usually personal bad experiences with elders etc) and unverifiable. I just dismissed most of that as being people with a sour grapes and axes to grind because my experiences with JWs as r&f and elders have been positive. To be frank, apostates scared me off as I just couldn't relate to them and they seemed to fit exactly with my expectations of them as created by the WTs!
When I came across JWFacts, it was something different though - it was stuff I could check for myself, with source material (often from the WTS own publications) and rather than ranting against the society, it was sensible, non-confrontational and without sensationalism. I still take everything with a pinch of salt unless it has references or source material I can check out for myself so JWFacts seems to be the place where I find reliable information. I would definitely direct people there if I was trying to wake them up.