Yes i see what you mean ....
« i should have rock the boat earlier « I think the same sometimes .....i was like you a «goody two shoes « until my 18 een .
But if i wasnt it would have been WW3 at home i guess ....big time ... ( it was even anyway )
Past is the past; and you CANT change it ....and maybe i think if you want to smoke drink and spend nights with many different people you can wait after 18 anyway .no ?
Many teens with parents whom are not jw do the same . quiet until 18. thats all .
dont really know if its good or bad . and i dont have kids myself ......
What i regret the most about my teenage times in jwland is that i was going door to door every f...ing week ,and that every year i signed "by myself" this f...ing «blood card» .
I guess i was too young and powerless to say «NO» !
This list is missing many other things ........
Yes you right we should have rock the boat EARLIER !!
Nevertheless dont forget some people NEVER wake up ......!!
So your are lucky ! look in front of you , not behind you !
( do what i say , not what i do
Take care .
Absolutes beginners.
Ps btw me too i felt like i wasnt part of "their world" at the time , and still think now i am not part of "this world "too . 20 years later ....lets take it as a chance ..."another point of view in life"