Topics Started by SPAZnik

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"Becoming"
by SPAZnik in
1. social
2. entertainment
the last two years.

there was pain.

and rage.
2
memory of a touch
by SPAZnik in
1. social
2. entertainment
as we drifted to sleep .

hows this .

perfect.
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Desperately seeking...
by SPAZnik in
1. social
2. entertainment
solitude.. i remember desire.. (comfort in a fire).

now solitude.

is the only comfort i find.. i seek solitude.. .
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Have you seen this?
by SPAZnik in
1. social
2. humour
can anybody answer this "gry" riddle?.

"angry" and "hungry" are .

two of the words that .
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Welcome to central mind control
by SPAZnik in
1. jw
2. experiences
fantastic sleep.

last night.

and it got me thinking.
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Constant Craving...
by SPAZnik in
1. watchtower
2. medical
friday i was dejected.. it had been a rough week.. it all came to a head and.

heres what i craved.... trust.. i crave trust.. the word itself.

the very concept.
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better or worse off?
by SPAZnik in
1. jw
2. experiences
are u a better person by leaving the borg.... if so how so.

what's the single biggest.

self-improvement/change you've made.... that leaving was a catalyst for?
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I'M FREAKING OUT!
by SPAZnik in
1. jw
2. experiences
today my best friend from the borg called me!

ok.. i've been officially out for almost a year now.. no contact with former "friends" & "family".. (just my mom checks up on me now and then,.

fishing for info on my "activities".
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What did/do you most look fwd to?
by SPAZnik in
1. jw
2. experiences
after 29 years of bondage.... i'm loving living it up.. and wondering.... when you first left,.

what things did you most look forward to doing.

or, for that matter, what things do u still look forward to?.
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i b free
by SPAZnik in
1. jw
2. experiences
surprising myself .

by actually putting a posting here.. i was pretty much born and raised a jdub.

all but stopped going about two years ago.