Dana, Dana, Dana....
I had to laugh when I read the title of your thread...because as your big sister the one thing I was always jealous of with you was the fact that your boobs were bigger than mine!
Back when we were younger....that was really important, you know?
You, my dear sister, have grown so much in the past two years....your self esteem issues will soon be a thing of the past. You broke the dysfunctional cycle of our family, and are raising your children in a healthy, stable home. You are still good friends with the kids father...no small feat in this day and age. You are the only one of us four kids to get a college degree. You look better than you've looked in 10 years (not that looks are all important, but hey, it sure doesn't hurt!) Let's see, you own your own home, and are financially comfortable...not wealthy, but comfortable. Your kids are healthy, happy and beautiful...they love you dearly. Your nephews think you are the coolest relative they have...and they love you dearly.
*WHACK**WHACK*
Woman, what the hell is wrong with you? Count your blessings and keep the forward momentum going. These little setbacks will seem such a silly thing a few years down the road. Many women would envy you the position you have in life right now. Young, healthy, good looking, getting ready to graduate soon....your whole future ahead of you still. And oh yeah....the best damn sister anyone could hope to have rooting for you. So don't make me spank you again....give yourself permission to be human and make mistakes...and live each day to the fullest. You know that's my motto!
Tracy