I won’t be posting on this forum anymore, won’t even be lurking...
Dedalus
By saying that you are leaving and will never post again, you are making a rule for yourself ,which you are now under pressure to keep. If you break the rule you will then have to ask yourself many questions and justify your change of mind. Isn’t that what we tried to get away from?
What we deny ourselves we end up craving - then energy is used to resist. That energy can work against us and make us want to do the thing we could have stopped, if we had just moved to a state of indifference towards the thing we had once enjoyed.
You are free to come and go at will, why limit your freedom? I hope you call in now and then.