Winston. Your reaction, sadly enough, is very typical of those who have visited here. Astonishment, replaced by a very deep seated anger, once you have discovered just how much you have been lied to all these years.
Relax, friend. Take it all in, but relax. Breathe deeply, breathe slowly, and be prepared for what you will uncover, because it's really going to tick you off.
xjw_b12 " I just want to know the truth, because I've been lied to all my life "