you aint kiddin dude...theres strange things brewing at the circle k....and 'a storms brewin ahead...
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Posts by zanex
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44Having a bit of difficulty here...
by wanderlustguy ini haven't posted much in a while because i've been in deep thought about some recent events and trying to sort them all out.
i think you guys all know me well enough to know if i'm just freakin nuts or not...so assuming you all think i am sane...does this sound crazy to anyone else?.
when i got here, people kept telling me that if you come here, walk here, and are supposed to be living here, you will do so within a month of touching the ground.
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What does your first name mean? Does it say who you are?
by restrangled ini am ripping off a topic from someone else.
no need to tell your name just the meaning and does it describe you?.
here is mine:.
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zanex
mine means "saviour" .....WHAT the heck ever...lol....
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zanex
...lol..reading through this thread and many others in which people cry "troll!" it just makes me glad that that there is life outside of these Forum walls...but for my part...WELCOME...there are worse places one could have stumbled on...
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What is your favorite word and why?
by Abandoned inmine is facetious.
i like it for a lot of reasons.
it rolls off the tongue.
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zanex
spork....yah thats a good choice word and such a handy thing too...
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Tell Us About Your JW Father If You Had One.
by new boy inwe are great friends now....but he wasn't much of a father growing up.. worked all the time...we went on few vacations....pretty much pussy whipped my my nazis jw mother.. he never did believe in the whole jw thing.
he just when along with it, for my mothers sake.. she never did respect him for not being a "spiritual head" and pretty much let us kids know about it.. i, like my mother became very self rightious and judgmental.. i wished now he had just came to me just once and said "keith maybe the jws are not the people you think they are.
" but he was to afraid of my mother to say that...even though he knew it to be true.i would have never believed him....back then....but it would have planted a seed.... .
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zanex
I loved him eventho he kept me at arms length right up until the moment he flew over the handlebars and his head hit the concrete and my relationship possibilities with him ended....damn JW's....
He taught me so much....before i got df'd....gave me a love of chess and reading and of learning....but the same time told me that the witnesses were right...he died before i ever got a REAL chance to show him the person i am today...
He did the best he could in raising me and my sis....my sis still in the borg....mom still there too....but my chances to regain him have run out....eh...whatever...love u dad....
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Shunned? Df'd? It's BOOGAH BOOGAH Time!
by metatron inare you feeling low after being disfellowshipped and find that witlesses physically avoid you?
perhaps they walk the other way?.
well, clearly, it's boogah - boogah time!.
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zanex
what do you do if you work with em? Its funny to watch as their eyes suddenly avert each time i walk by...hmmm maybe a well placed mooning might do them some good...
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Disfellowshipped
by LadyCCC iniam now as what was announced at a recent meeting that iam "no longer a jehovah's witness" all of my family and friends are witnesses so this will ailenate me from all of my friends and family.
but i feel like i don't want to go back.
i really hate the feeling of isolation and shamefulness while iam sitting in the meeting, what's the point of it all.
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zanex
hey....df'd here for over ten years and that feeling doesnt go away..it just gets duller...with occasional blurts of extreme anger...gets easier with time tho...somewhat..its all a matter of perspective...
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Doing this early..Anyone going to Burning man fest this year?
by avishai incheap tickets go on sale in early jan., the event is'nt 'til august, i've tried to arrange meetups, but always at the 11th hour.
here's the site, www.burningman.com.
also, you can get low income "scholarships".
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zanex
I went to many years of Zozobra "burning man" and this next year I will finally be able to get back to one after 8 years of being gone...i WILL be there...
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Anyone else working today!!
by Wordly Andre ini can't believe i have to work today, there are only 4 people in my office today, we usually have about 14 people, seems like only the lucky few got stuck working today, haven't had to answer a single call for me, all the people i have to call are off today, so i am just sitting here cleaning up my desk.
anyone else working christmas eve?
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zanex
yep...me workin a split today...10 hours....and another 10 tomorrow....not that i have anywhere to be other than work on xmas eve and day....good money anyhow...slow day...funny i got to work this mng and it was me and 4 other active JW's...lol..go fig....
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I have a theory. Please take my poll!
by changeling ini'd like you all to tell me 2 or 3 things:.
1- were you raised a witness or not?.
2-if you were, was your family very "theocratic" or not so much?.
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zanex
1. yes, raised in the troof
2. yes parents VERY theocratic
3. currently I dont subscribe to any religious belief or lack therof....im somewhere in the middle...dont want to NOT believe but dont want TO believe...
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