frixtion? thats an understatement. she can not / will not see through it. to blind, frankly as i once was. there are alot of issues in the mix here as some of you know. i've set a time limit on them. begining of october, one way or the other, things dont change, then i do what i NEED to do. for me. for my sanity. for my health. for my life!
what people can never understand, {the borg, not you fine peeps} is i didn't go looking for this stuff. it FOUND me, i wasn't looking for it. it was acomplete accident i discovered the stuff i did. i did pursue it in the end to see what was what. i had too.
i told my youngest sister last week, it should have been harder to uncover the lies, coverups and deceptions. i should have had a tough time. if the "truth" was truth, i should have kicked up the carpet, exposed the underbelly of the borg, and found nothing. but thats not what happened, i found the "dirt" because it WAS ther to FIND. has been all along, i was just to blinded by the borg programing to see it.
gwen, i really appreciate your concern. thanks for being such a dear, kind, friend. and for your support. if only everyone could have such true friend like you. thank you.
redhorsewoman. in a recent computer glitch, i lost all my mail, all my friends wonderfull addresses, everything. i've fixed what was wrong, bu i lost so much. i would appreciate more mail, to those who read my stuff, drop me an email so i can gather the addreses again. sorry, it was an accident, honest....and i'm usualy so good about backups and stuff. i'm such a nerd
even nerds do stupid stuff sometimes.
thanks one, and all.
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Zev
The greatest consistancy of the WTBTS is their INconsistancy.