well the lovely young sister let my wife know today that only she would be invited to her wedding.
i'm not in the least surprised.
i know she really likes me and that her first inclination was to have me attend regardless of my daing myself recently.
Hey man,
I too have a little sister that I love dearly. If they give you any shit, let's get together, rent a very fast car with no top, buy four double barrelled shotguns, two cases of whiskey, and go on a Texas Turkey Hunt in Brooklyn!
CZAR [of the "Yee-haw" class]
i have been wondering, .
before, while in the borg, many of us were under intense indoctrination of ideas like; "live for god", "look to the new system were everything will be perfect.." .
--not in those very words but you know what i mean... .
I'm with alfie!
I'm also living to make the world a better place for the kids. I do a lot of theater to fill my time. Love to act and write and direct.
Mostly, life is a game called Grace over Time. Maintain your grace for all of your allotted time, and you're about ready to move to the next level. I just hope I get to take the lessons I've learned from this round into the next one.
sincerely, I do believe in a benevolent God, which means there is life after death. Because sapience without real hope is the cruelest joke gift imaginable.
CZAR
Got into fights in junior high.
I've never been assaulted by a jw, tho have been because of BEING a jw.
Which leads me to an offshoot of the main topic, here.
Growing up as a JW is hard because you are totally weird and different, you're STUCK UP about it, and you aren't allowed to "return evil for evil" so self-defense is out of order. Now, maybe in the ghetto fighting back will lead to knife fights or some such, but in my mixed race neighborhood of the middle class, it just leads to fists being tossed.
If only I'd had the belief that I could nail Jeff McQuillan between the eyes and not suffer divine wrath for doing so, I wouldn't have spent three years in juniour high hell. It was tough enough without having him urinating on my underwear during swimming class and other jokes.
*whines pathetically about how hard his middle class American youth was*
CZAR
to whom it may concern, .
i have contributed financially to the cause of silentlambs.org and have, to a smaller extent, even promoted the website.
it is difficult enough to fathom the depth of hurt heaped on humankind, but impossible for me to understand how such suffering can be compounded with injustice, as i read experiences on silentlambs.org.
What I was afraid of seems to have come to pass.
When I first heard of the Silent Lambs, I was thrilled that the corruption that reeked through the organization was being exposed. Like it or not, this org is part of my life and I must deal with the lies I grew up with for the rest of my life. Whatever.
But instinctively I knew that these battered lambs were in terrible danger of being used to fulfill the powertripping fantasies of an unscrupulous character. I kept flinching as stories about Bill's personal ego and vendetta tactics flooded the board.
I think that Bill has been corrupted by the power he has piled up. I don't trust him, and certainly won't give him my money. The cause is good, but the leader is off somewhere attacking people that have nothing to do with him.
What I see Bill wanting is to divide the apostate community and force as many of us as care about this issue under his shadow. He's made Silent Lambs about HIM instead of about the lambs.
Oh well. Another leader disillusions me. Big whoop. Surprise.
CZAR
i remember the good old days back in the 80's, when i was but a tiny tot, and folks used to stand outside the convention with megaphones and shout and try to hand out apostate literature.. now that i'm older, it sounds like fun.
anybody do that kind of thing these days?.
czar
I grow weary of this constant griping. The time has come for ACTION! Smite them! Yea, most mightily... Just kidding. anybody in the Cleveland area feel like joining forces for a picket next summer?
CZAR
i am having a difficult time understanding something.
the bible says that there will be a resurrection of both the righteous and unrighteous.
the jws apply this teaching as though the resurrection is an earthly one.
armageddon is precipitated by the attack of a huge, monolithic world power structure on "god's people", whoever they turn out to be.
So by the end, there will be two clearly distinguished camps, God's Kingdom and Gog's Kingdom.
It'll be a clear choice, though not necessaraly an easy one.
CZAR
anyone have a "hand of jehovah" experience?
something that happened that at the time made you feel it had to be jehovah intervening?
if so, how do you feel about it now?
Yep. My girlfriend and I are still together and doing fairly well because of Jehovah. I don't believe in the Watchtower, but Someone surely answers to that ancient name.
CZAR
i was reading about a recent scientific discovery in a new book about human sexuality.
it has long been in evidence that married women who are having an affair often fail to get pregnant.
as soon as one of the sexual partners leaves the relationship pregnancy often occurs quickly thereafter.. scientists may have discovered a mechanism for this.
Where is your reference for this material?
Also, I will cut and paste this for my fiancee, so that she will be overawed by the evidence [and allow me to copulate extramaritally] of:
FROM POONTANG LOST TO POONTANG REGAINED!!!
CZAR
radical new plan.
for mideast peace.
israeli movement builds for arab population transfer
Deport the arabs!
Sounds ok to me.
Who needs them? If the Jews didn't live there, they'd just kill each other. And if it weren't for oil, we wouldn't care. And when we finally get a source of energy that isn't oil, then we won't. Screw 'em, and their stupid mass murdering religion too.
CZAR
my mole inside just e-mailed me that it was announced from the podium that i've disassociated myself.
funny thing though.
one of the girls that we took to maui a few years ago just called to invite us to her wedding.
Apostaluau... hee hee
I bet tickets from Pittsburgh cost quite a bit more than they do from your part of the world. You're Down Under, right?
CZAR
