Being in the land of ”nowhere” it’s like being a “satellite” beeping from outer space, trying to get in contact with anything. Your wife or “friends” don´t answer you’re beeping. They have plugged their ears with cotton stuff and cannot hear your frequencies. I know I’ve been their myself. Stopped going in “the service” more than 15 years ago, never attend a meeting in 10 years. My wife still in, and hardcore. But I managed to rescue all my 6 children from the Borg… I am happy but my wife is sad. It took me 20 years of my life to get here, but I am happier now than ever. Time is the worst enemy the “Borg” can have It never loses…
Bugbear