Rick,
I know what you're saying. I have felt the same way, but I finally got to the point (many points) when I realized that I would not want to survive Armageddon and live a new world where God refused to resurrect my Father because he heard the "truth" and did'nt accept it, even though it was presented to him by a couple of half retarded, drooling, book bag toters, who did'nt know their arse from a hole in the ground. C'mon, do you really believe God would judge a person worhty or unworthy based on this criteria?, and would you really want to live in a "paradise earth" where only witnesses survive?, and the whole place is run based on the restrictions of the watchtower? If God (Jehovah) were really this militaristic,vengeful God as depicted by the Jw's, do you really want to be "In" anyway? I believe in God, but not the one the Jw's try to sell to us.
Integ.