lighthearted, emotionally deep, passionate, playful, introspective, intense, artistic, somewhat addictive personality. now that iv discovered this im wondering how i will ever find time for anything else.
nowisee
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Describe Yourself.
by SpannerintheWorks innot everyone feels comfortable revealing details of themselves on this forum, and i've never met anyone on this discussion board (but of course i hope i will one day!
) and i just thought that it would be fun and interesting for all of us to post a little about ourselves!.
i'm 40, own 3 businesses, married to a jw wife (wish i wasn't) and am addicted to a certain website..., .
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who/what/where did you go away to?
by nowisee inif exjw, who/what/where did you go away to?
what was greatest factor in your decision?
if jw, what are you seeking?
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if exjw, who/what/where did you go away to? what was greatest factor in your decision? if jw, what are you seeking? if not either why are you here?
thanks to everyone who welcomed me so warmly, compassionately and thoughtfully. i am amazed and moved at the responses. i in no way intended to minimize human suffering under any circumstances. i think my reaction to 9ll was directly related to images from childhood. does anyone remember paradise lost book, the illustration with people running through the streets and buildings crashing down. (i know im going back a long way and i have a feeling a lot of people here are younger than i). as a child every night after saying prayers i would ask my mother if armageddon was coming tonight. a life full of fear. i am finally finding the Way.......
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Don't You Think That Many Bethelites Know This Isn't The Truth.....?
by minimus inwhen you know that so many things are untrue,whether it be doctrines, policies or history, and these bethelites still hang on, you've got to wonder why.
is it fear?
is it the fact they have no real skills?
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nowisee
having left in l976 and banishing any thoughts re wts from my mind in interim until only very recently, i have now thankfully discovered the compelling evidence that wts is false prophet and thoroughly corrupt, at least at highest levels. how in the world is it all holding together?? don't you think it will all come crashing down by its own devices?
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((((((((all of you))))))))) ((((((((((everyone)))))))) imagine
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Memorial for a friend: Huge Success
by RAYZORBLADE infirst off i'd like to say a huge thank you to so many of you for posting to my topic regarding my friend's memorial a couple of weeks ago.
all of the information was read and all suggestions considered, and many were utilized.
i figured that at least a couple of you on this forum would be able to contribute to what was then, my upcoming involvement in my friend's memorial.
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razor, im sorry about your loss. you did well.
nowisee
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hello im new
by nowisee inim new to this board and new to computers so bear with me.
i was raised jw.
as soon as i could walk they put a bag of wts around my neck and pushed me out on the street.
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thanks for asking. i live within eyesight of wtc and women where i live were watching the towers get hit knowing their husbands were in them. i was very afraid and i guess i had a knee-jerk reaction that this was beginning of bigA. when i left wts i made a conscientious decision not to think about anything to do with religion. i decided i was just too stupid to figure any of it all out, and i proceeded to live my life doing whatever felt good at the moment. but since jws seemed to have some elements of truth there was always an undercurrent of questioning. after 9ll i knew for sure that i was not in the right place, i didn't know what to do, and yes i contemplated going back, or at least the possibility -- who shall we go away to? always echoed in my mind. over the last year i have been seeking, asking, knocking and thankfully, and now thoroughly convinced that wts is not the place to be, and in fact this search has brought me just recently to many jw/exjw sites and to this one too.
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hello, im new
by nowisee inim new to this board and new to computers, so bear with me.
i am exjw, out 27 yrs.
was raised "in the truth".
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thanks everyone. i hope i didn't confuse things by posting essentially the same message twice. i am still learning.
six of nine, do you really think anything at all takes place without either His empowerment or His permission? what about every breath you take? still usingNWT?
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hello im new
by nowisee inim new to this board and new to computers so bear with me.
i was raised jw.
as soon as i could walk they put a bag of wts around my neck and pushed me out on the street.
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thanks everyone for making me feel welcome. eppie and kat-newmas i feel your love. razorblade thanks for helping me keep my backbone about not sharing too soon.
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hello im new
by nowisee inim new to this board and new to computers so bear with me.
i was raised jw.
as soon as i could walk they put a bag of wts around my neck and pushed me out on the street.
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im new to this board and new to computers so bear with me. i was raised jw. as soon as i could walk they put a bag of wts around my neck and pushed me out on the street. lots of confusion and turmoil in my early life. i pioneered as a young adult, married a bethelite and we pioneered. i da'd 27 yrs ago. my jw life was full of sex drama intrigue. my life since has been full of sex drama intrigue. i will share more when i get to know you better. 9ll blew me away and i have been re-evaluating everything since. as a jw i thought i knew all the answers. after jw i thought i had no answers at all. since 9ll i have had questions questions and only one answer for sure. it is found in psalm 118:8, the very center verse of the bible. did anyone else react to 9ll the way i did?
best to all, nowisee
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hello, im new
by nowisee inim new to this board and new to computers, so bear with me.
i am exjw, out 27 yrs.
was raised "in the truth".
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im new to this board and new to computers, so bear with me. i am exjw, out 27 yrs. was raised "in the truth". as soon as i could walk they put a bag of wts around my neck and pushed me out on the street. i was reg pioneer, married a bethelite, we both reg pioneered when he left. my story is long, full of sex, drama and intrigue. since i da'd 27 yrs ago i have lived many lives full of sex drama and intrigue. 9ll just about blew me away and i began to reevaluate everything. i will share more of my story when i know you all better. i used to think i had all the answers, then i thought i had no answers. now i have one answer that i know for sure. it is in the center verse of the bible, Psalm ll8:8. did any of you react to 9ll the way i did?
nowisee