The month before I quit I clocked up 280 hours for the borg... I was placing mags. books and bibles like there was no tomorrow.. I was the only one out working alone from sometimes 6am to catch the early folk gong to work. I had elders trying to stop me taking literature from the counter and even cancelled my orders for more behind my back because they thought I was placing too much literature. Other elders and pioneers would take me aside and try to slow me down and discourage me. I got the cold shoulder very frequently. When I started bringing groups of interested persons to the meetings I can't tell you the stares and bad vibes I got from other pioneers.
I think my zeal just embarrassed them and exposed their own insincerity. My one and only motive was to try to do more and try to please God.
The brothers hated me for this zeal. Even elders.
So yes it's very bizarre that when I suddenly stopped cold that no one has even attempted to find out why I quit like a light switch. All they had to do was ask me.
And I would have told them to their faces that they were all frauds.