One time my wife and i were at a friends house and the wife says to my wife "is there anything thats more of a turn on than a spiritual man?" sorry mate but most "sisters", because sex goes hand in hand with emotions for them, may not find a brother attractive or as sexually desirable "without Jehovah". Jw husbands are effed because women in the org (because of the GB) place so much on the headship .
"no family worship in the last three weeks? you understand its your job right?!?! Its VITAL!!" ===no nookie for you.
im sorry you have to go through this, i was in a similar situation when i opened up a little about my doubts...and a similar thing happened. Once challenged your almost brought to a swinelike level immediately.