Ok... very well. First of all.. I believe in God, (but not in the sense that he is some sort of Judge) My original question on Knowing God... was to see if YOU could tell me what YOU believe deep down inside.. what you think of when you think of god. (not the teachings of the organization)
the time card thing: I was refering in general to counting... they count the money, they count the hours, they count their "accomplishments".... all the things that Jesus was getting at when he went into those temples and condemned them for.
As for the rest, you seem to recognize all the beauty that God that has given us.... How could such a diverse creator, with such a broad spectrum of Ideas.... be so limited? So judgemental? Why are his people so judgemental?
place of worship/attire: The christ almost always taught in the wilderness, in the streets.... the quote "do not forsake the gathering together"... has been turned into..."you must attend three meetings a week, and if you miss too many, we will come see why"
anyway, we could "fill up the net" trying to debate.... I just wanted to see if you could discuss GOD and only what YOU feel, without relying on what they have pounded into you. I see that like so many, you cannot. (this is not a dig at you) Most who are members of the org... cannot tell you what they feel about god. As far as the literature... I know it is part of you, but it isnt part of the "sunsets and life enjoyment" that you speak of. "telling about gods kingdom"..... But they go so much farther than that... they dont just tell you.... they tell you, then they use that as an excuse.... how does "hear the good news of the kingdom" translate to "you have been disfellowshipped for smoking"? Where is the relevance? By your own admission, this wasnt such 'good news'
Life enjoyment? Does it sound like the victims on this site enjoyed life under these conditions? Abused, manipulated, controlled.
But I definitely enjoyed hearing your side of it. I would love be more one on one with you. It is hard in this forum to really have a heart to heart. Just know that when you go back to them, and you are rejected, you will always be welcome here. On those days when your concience is telling you deep down, that their treatment of people is unfair, unjustified, unbiblical.... you think of GOD.... you think of that infinite creator that designed so many different things, different people, different wants and desires. Not the "god" in the books and magazines, that writes all the rules and regulations, and protocols, and procedures..... Just God...