I feel that most Jw's are great people, and they are just doing what they think is right which is exactly what I did for 26 years. I still have all of my Jw friends that I grew up with because they are all pretty much like me, they had very controlling, abusive Jw parents and when they got older they just wanted to be free, so most of my friends have been inactive for a long time like me. My two best friends both had dads that were elders, one a P.O. and neither one of them are elders anymore, they are both inactive. Most of them still feel that it is the truth, though, and up until very recently I still believed it was too, but after all of the stuff I have been learning I dont beleive it anymore.
I am angry that the org took away all of the best years of my life but on the other hand it probably made me a better person with better morals. Who knows what kind of person I would have turned out without it.
I am just praying to Jehovah to direct me to the right path, whatever it might be.