Believe what you want dude. I could care less in the least. As long as you don't push it on my kids and trap them in a cult. It's cool. No biggie. I'm cool with the spiritual, or not. You don't have to believe anything i believe. You haven't walked in my shoes.
You ladies can't prove or disprove anything. Neither can I. So what. I'm fine with the mystery. It's kind of like getting to peak behind the curtain when you die. I'm not paying anyone for my beliefs and i don't have to mark any silly time card. I get the benefits of a clean conscience and forgiveness. I get the benefits of grace. I pray. It helps me. I don't ask to move mountains but maybe some day i will.
Right now i pray a lot for my kids. For the wisdom to help them stear clear of the vicious cult. Right now i pray a lot. Every day. For guidance and direction. I pray and thank the lord. You can say all your athiest shit that you want. I couldn't care less.
I don't know. Go rent a fucking billboard and shout it from the mountain tops if you want. Whatever makes you happy.