Exodus, the WTB&TS are masters at fooling individuals into fooling them selves. You're simply the victim of your own twenty-year fantasy of making the WTB&TS out to be more than what they have always been, by allowing yourself to believe their claims.
You’ve been fired as an unpaid employee of the WTB&TS marketing scheme, but more importantly the information you possess is more dangerous to the WTB&TS than your usefulness as a motivator for others to become sources of revenue for the WTB&TS.
The disfellowshiping process is never for your judicial benefit. It’s designed to test the loyalty of those making up the JC and using the impact of your personal vilification to perpetuate the WTB&TS myth for as long as possible, until individually, they too will be discarded once the waning of their own fear for the Corporation has been detected.
The Corporation will be relieved that you leave immediately so quarantine of those susceptible to your influence can begin as soon as possible.
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