Wafe
You are looking to book to give you your life back.
The Bible is beyond question a carefully selected collection of ancient writings spanning thousands of years and compiled to form what has been named the Bible. Whether we choose to look at this book for answers or look for answers in Darwin's writings is a matter of choice.
You refer to characters in the Bible, and the stories about them, as thought they were absolute facts. You criticise evolution while telling us that we should not criticize your belief system.
You have to understand what I have lost. I no longer have any friends. I am currently not dating. I have not social life whatsoever and all of this is because I stood up for my belief that the Witnesses did not follow the Bible the way that they should. The Bible is all I have left and the last thing I need to hear are people that are constantly trying to destroy that faith by saying things are meant to damage it.
You have explained, as quoted above, what the real problem is. You are, understandably, looking for comfort and certainty. Perhaps you are not yet ready for debate and further change. There are light hearted and secular based threads that you can share in. But if you exercise your right to debate with and lecture others you will be treated in an adult way. It is your choice but as the saying goes,' If you can't stand the heat, stay out of the kitchen.
I hope you find what you are looking for and manage to put your life back together. There are many here who have shared a similar experience to you and can help you to come to terms with what has happened.
trevor