I also wish you luck in your changes David. I hope you find what you have been looking for and can at last be satisfied.
Dear Journal,
Today I am sitting in a quiet house, listening to thunder make music outside my walls. My children are warm and safe in their beds. They have everything they want and need. Their dad and I have good, satisfying jobs to provide for them. They have a beautiful, safe home to live in. And I am grateful for it all.
Yet, how easily this peace can be shattered. One careless decision, one thoughtless act could ruin it all.
How easily we forget what we have to search for what isn't real. When life is running smoothly, why must we cause tidal waves to tip the boat of life over? Why do we listen to those who don't care what effect their words will have?
Listen to those who love us, and have loved us through the roller coaster of life.
Ignore those who want to cause strife and division in our life. They have used the same songs, the same stories, the same false connections on others, and will continue to do so. They somehow enjoy the damage they cause. Enjoy seeing how they can effect a person in a difficult situation.
Appreciate the life you have. It may not be perfect but it is yours, and no one should try to take it away.